LAURYN Goodman has revealed the heartbreaking reason why she refuses to say she loves Kyle Walker.

Influencer Lauryn, 33, and footballer Kyle, 34, have hit headlines over the years with their very public feud.

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Lauryn Goodman has revealed the heartbreaking reason why she refuses to say she loves Kyle Walker

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They have hit headlines over the years with their very public feud
The two had a brief fling in 2019, while Kyle was on a break from his now wife Annie Kilner, which resulted in the birth of their son Kairo in April 2020.

Lauryn then gave birth to a baby girl named Kinara in August 2023 – and it was later confirmed that the footballer was the father.

Speaking on the Yours Sincerely podcast, Lauryn has now opened up about her resistance towards being honest about her feelings for the footballer.

She confessed: “Obviously, we’ve had two children together so obviously there were feelings there but I just feel like I don’t want to make anyone’s ego bigger than it already is.”

Kyle and Annie, who first got together as teens, tied the knot in 2022.

The couple share four kids and Annie welcomed their fourth earlier this year.

Lauryn is currently hoping to find love on Celebs Go Dating after her messy legal battle with the married sportsman.

On the show, she’s been candid with viewers about how the ordeal’s affected her – even breaking down during a therapy session with the agents.

This week, the Brighton-native also revealed in full the text she sent Kyle’s wife Annie in December last year, informing her Kyle was also the father of her second child.

It read: “Hey it’s lauryn I just wanted to quickly tell you that Kyle is the father of our daughter. He’s been having a relationship with us all including the baby & Ive got everything to prove it.

“He’s been apart of our lives seeing the children. Il wanted to have the decency to tell you. If you want to speak further we can but he’s been lying to us both. He doesn’t want us to speak.

“He’ll gaslight you saying why hasn’t she put it out there knowing we have a legal agreement atm. He’ll probably say l’m a nutter or obsessed to get you to believe him.

“All his boys have known from the start, so don’t trust them. I’m sorry. I’ve got to go to protect myself legally if you need to speak again to see evidence etc unblock me on insta so I know to call you.

“Or could always show you in person. This isn’t a prank or joke. Think back to all your messages. Your messages in March with him, how weird he was acting before World Cup.”

Timeline of 5yrs of tots, rows and texts

2019: Lauryn comforts Kyle Walker following his split from Annie Kilner. After a brief relationship their first child is conceived.

April 2020: Kairo is born and Kyle moves back in with Annie two months later — having proposed.

November 2021: Kyle and Annie get married.

2022: Kyle agrees to see Kairo in secret and his second child with Lauryn is conceived.

March 2023: Lauryn announces she is pregnant but refuses to name the dad.

August 2023: Kinara is born with Lauryn describing the father as being “another footballer”.

December 26, 2023: Lauryn sends Annie a text telling her Kyle is the father of her second child.

January 2024: Annie, pregnant with her fourth child with Kyle, dumps him again.

April 2024: Annie takes Kyle back.

June 2024: Chloe disinvites Lauryn from her wedding as they argue about her taking Kairo to the Euros.

July 2024: A judge criticises Lauryn for treating Kyle like an “open-ended cheque book”.

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She’s been candid with Celebs Go Dating viewers about how the ordeal’s affected her

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Annie and Kyle have been married since 2021 and share four children